I simply will never understand people who have to inject self-gratification and boasting into things such as GunZ, in order to try to compensate for their lack of skill at a game (thus making them only look poor in both respects)
I hate to say it, but one saying they work at the "hardest unit" in the "number one children's hospital in the nation" is something you'll find on
here.
Fact is, gladiators are widely more successful, and they don't gloat about it. When you try to read off your accomplishments, it just seems like you're trying to compensate.
I wish you well, and hope one day you get over your self-image issues.