My Apology.

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02-07-2011
Jakanadin

My Apology.

I figured I'd post about this because I'm normally the type of person to look at both sides of an incident before giving my opinion. Until recently, I was pretty one-sided on the whole firing thing and for that I apologize to McSic. I no longer have the ability to see the Staff Section so I didn't know that there was stuff going on inside of it and only saw that McSic fired NitroAnon, for pretty much calling him a girl jokingly. Well, it's a lot deeper than that, but I'm not going to get into detail out of huge respect for both sides. Yes, it seems like it was a bullshit reason to fire NitroAnon, but it's been building up for a while, according to the message I received. No, I am not on either side of this problem, but I feel like a pretty big hypocrite not looking at McSic's point of view before judging the problem, and for that, I am sorry.

Nitro, we're still good friends, you know we will even though we've had our problems. I'm sorry that you were relieved of your position. You were an overall great Super Moderator, you did a good job while it lasted, but the ride had to end sometime right? But thank you for watching the Moderator's when I could not. Just remember man, you have done a lot of stuff that would have gotten anyone else(most likely myself included) removed almost immediately. I don't judge you for the things you've done because I know myself I've done my amount of talking smack behind McSic's back as well.

So, to McSic, I really am sorry my man. You're just doing your job and doing what is right by the community and for that, I respect you. And I also apologize for any talking I've done behind your back. We all make mistakes, and I am no exception, my friend.

To NitroAnon, I am sorry that you were fired. You did a great job alongside me and you sure as hell did your job good while I was here. I can understand where you are coming from with acting up, I really do, but hey. You were still good.

And to the Community, I am VERY sorry that I left the way I did.. The way I left was extremely immature for my person. I didn't rationalize my decisions well at all, and left my Moderator's in the dust and my partner alone. I feel that I've really done wrong by the community of which I've been with for over two years now. If I could regain my position, I would to do right by the promise I made to UkRaiNeR. Again, I didn't rationalize well, and left in such a haste that it made me look like an ignorant fool.

Thank you to all who read this through and through.

Sincerely,
~ Jakanadin.
02-07-2011
Nickachu

Glad you got your mind back mate, this is the jak i know.
however i'm still mad about the fact you called me a trash moderator about the whole Mio thing, whilst you know i take this VERY seriously.
02-07-2011
Boss

Ok that's cool.

Spoiler!

http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users1...9428945429.jpg
02-07-2011
Jakanadin

You took that very wrong, Nick. I would never call you, nor any of my Moderator's "Trash Mod's". I couldn't. What would that have made me? When me and NitroAnon were choosing Moderator's, we chose those whom we thought could top even ourselves, and we knew we weren't trash.

I meant it as in that you might as well have been trash with how little you could do. I would never call any of you, especially you, Nick, trash. I have no hard feelings towards you, nor anyone else in this community. Only the utmost amount of respect for all of the hard work and dedication you and the rest of the Staff Crew put forth for this community.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Trollin' got to me man. I couldn't keep a cool head anymore. My haters won.

Jak, keep in touch man.... Love you *no homo*
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by slugheady

no means yes ayayyaayayayaya EW

RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

This is the shit I'm talking about Jak. Once he failed to get you fired he tried me and failed twice. Anyway Jak, I added you on face book. Never lose touch. ****, maby one day we can chill in real life.
02-07-2011
Jakanadin

Haha of course bro, you know it :). Well troll's will be troll's, Nitro, not everyone has the patience for them. I had a mentally handicapped sister who died a few years back, so that is how I acquired my patience for most of them. Hey, we all make mistakes right? You're fine.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by slugheady

XD I never failed and alway reached my goal

You tried getting me banned several times and you failed, so your more of a fail, failure :)

Did I? I just infracted when I had the chance to ban. E-gangster with a vendetta on Nitro's and Jak's head.
02-07-2011
iBoubble

It is okay that you left. I'm just glad to see you are back.
02-07-2011
Jakanadin

Well, I always told myself I didn't want to end up like Uk, Grascen, and the rest of the high staff. I wanted to be here from when I came, to finish and not leave until Freestyle's last breath. That's pretty much what kept me going throughout my whole shebang with McSic, but then I just lost my cool one day when dealing with tons of stress in real life and on Freestyle and said screw this lol.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Jak and I ran the Mod group with the most democracy possible. When one made a decision all the mods had input and even reversed my own decision to take action on someone but because they didn't agree I didn't. I didn't initally want to allow Weii back however, after asking the mods, they disagreed and now look at what Weii has become. He is a decent part of the community who has made a huge transformation which would never have been noticed with out me asking for the mods input. See what people don't see is the behind the scenes of the mod group they only see the band and ugly.
02-07-2011
Jakanadin

^^^ One-hundred percent true. ^^^. People outside of the Administration and Moderation groups rarely see the work that the Moderator's do, because it is all inaccessible to regular members and Game Masters. Not many people would know that I've banned around 200 members because it's only something that I can tell everyone, not show. No one knows who locks threads unless verbally announced, no one knows who bans who unless verbally announced, no one knows who edits threads, infracts users, suspends users, almost all actions Moderator's make are behind the scenes unless verbally announced so.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

To be 100% honest, I fell to shit after Jaka quit. If he remained there with me I'd still be s-mod.
02-07-2011
Ric

Hey Jaka guess who's here :)
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by WDUWMF

Hey Jaka guess who's here :)

Rlpm seems to have made the most positive change in the history of this community in my serious opinion.
02-07-2011
Isabella

So trivial. Just sayin'.
02-07-2011
JShaya

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jakanadin

^^^ One-hundred percent true. ^^^. People outside of the Administration and Moderation groups rarely see the work that the Moderator's do, because it is all inaccessible to regular members and Game Masters. Not many people would know that I've banned around 200 members because it's only something that I can tell everyone, not show. No one knows who locks threads unless verbally announced, no one knows who bans who unless verbally announced, no one knows who edits threads, infracts users, suspends users, almost all actions Moderator's make are behind the scenes unless verbally announced so.

Very true and iv read that twice Because i feel Soon i should apply For a Forum Mod when the time is needed.
And theres a space.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Combine

Very true and iv read that twice Because i feel Soon i should apply For a Forum Mod when the time is needed.
And theres a space.

Forum Mods, here at least, have one of the strongest bonds out of all the community. Hell, I used to hate reptar's guts and he got the forum mod spot and now were are tight friends.
02-07-2011
JShaya

I know i am Freinds with Everybody and Plan to never Make enemies only in game Because then i can kill them.

Yeah i feel that i cannot do a Gm Application as i do not deserve it i rage too much in game and i do not respect people so i do not get that in return but On the Forums I change i have no idea why but im more Mature i can actually Have a laugh with people and i feel that i can really Work hard and show something if i can ever get the chance but that chance is just Something i have to wait for i guess
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Combine

I know i am Freinds with Everybody and Plan to never Make enemies only in game Because then i can kill them.

Yeah i feel that i cannot do a Gm Application as i do not deserve it i rage too much in game and i do not respect people so i do not get that in return but On the Forums I change i have no idea why but im more Mature i can actually Have a laugh with people and i feel that i can really Work hard and show something if i can ever get the chance but that chance is just Something i have to wait for i guess

Even with the fact that I'm no longer S-mod, I still have the respect of the entire branch of mods. Just like Granscen, once he resigned Jak and I still listened to his ever word. I will still do my part to move this community forward as much as possible untill the day we shut down.
02-07-2011
Nigel

Well this shows how deep this game/forum has gotten into our hearts.

It's fine, but don't take it too far.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

Well this shows how deep this game/forum has gotten into our hearts.

It's fine, but don't take it too far.

Ahh Nigle.... You are still Justanub :P I don't see the name Nigle anyway :P
02-07-2011
JShaya

I dont get why you mena Dont take it too far? Isnt he expressing his Feelings to show people how he feels and what he has done wrong other than
Im sorry kids didnt mean it gg? i mean the more effort the more people respect and believe you or Prove me wrong, i dunno Just my Strong Opinoin
02-07-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

Ahh Nigle.... You are still Justanub :P I don't see the name Nigle anyway :P

It's JsTaNub AND Nigel..

Noob team Jacob ;p
02-07-2011
JShaya

Nigle - Lololololol?

NIGEL
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

It's JsTaNub AND Nigel..

Noob team Jacob ;p

Ohhh silly werewolfs... I'm a Wolfman totally different.
02-07-2011
Gunfight

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

It's JsTaNub AND Nigel..

Noob team Jacob ;p

Holy crap, you're JsTaNub? Dude, i remember in 2008 teaming with you in asylum with sprays.

I was about to say, where the heck is JsTaNub.

Sup man?
02-07-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

Ohhh silly werewolfs... I'm a Wolfman totally different.

Ahhh whatever lol.

But hey, what the f is going on. Do you got the colour of ex-staff now? what happened with all the colours.

Dam i'm way to inactive..
02-07-2011
Jakanadin

Trust me lol, I don't take it too far. It's just my feelings. Took about four minutes to write lol. I am a fast typer :P. No game ever sucks me in too deep, but the friends I've made do.

And Nitro was relieved of his position, Nigel.
02-07-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

Ahhh whatever lol.

But hey, what the f is going on. Do you got the colour of ex-staff now? what happened with all the colours.

Dam i'm way to inactive..

Alot of shit happened with McSic..... I got fired.
02-07-2011
JShaya

Yeah thats bs 3,300 posts yh yh :D Teach me :D
02-08-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gunfight

Holy crap, you're JsTaNub? Dude, i remember in 2008 teaming with you in asylum with sprays.

I was about to say, where the heck is JsTaNub.

Sup man?

Hey dude, yeah im JsTaNub lol, still here. hmmm 2008 good times.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jakanadin

Trust me lol, I don't take it too far. It's just my feelings. Took about four minutes to write lol. I am a fast typer :P. No game ever sucks me in too deep, but the friends I've made do.

And Nitro was relieved of his position, Nigel.

Hmm right, it's just whenever i read this kind of stuff, I get the feeling were taking this too far. But on the other hand, we've spend years in this community, a little effort on expression our feelings wont mind at all.

remember PIPI? look where we are now.. :)

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

Alot of shit happened with McSic..... I got fired.

hmm oke.. well i have no clue what happened so I wont share my opinion right now lol (like you'll care about it).
02-08-2011
Weeeeiipk

Awe that was sweet nigel
02-08-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

Hey dude, yeah im JsTaNub lol, still here. hmmm 2008 good times.

Hmm right, it's just whenever i read this kind of stuff, I get the feeling were taking this too far. But on the other hand, we've spend years in this community, a little effort on expression our feelings wont mind at all.

remember PIPI? look where we are now.. :)

hmm oke.. well i have no clue what happened so I wont share my opinion right now lol (like you'll care about it).

Pipi was a failed attempt to get Jak fired by making him rage.
02-08-2011
JohnB

lol

i love you jaka you're a good guy

i also like mcsic and nitro

they're cool guys too
02-08-2011
Boss

Quote:

Originally Posted by JohnB

lol

i love you jaka you're a good guy

i also like mcsic and nitro

they're cool guys too

suck up

but guys, when can i open my laptop again????
02-08-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beast

but guys, when can i open my laptop again????

when you press open
02-08-2011
Boss

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beast

Ok that's cool.

Spoiler!

http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users1...9428945429.jpg

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nigel

when you press open

'___'
02-08-2011
JShaya

Beast give me your Sig
02-08-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beast

'---'

aah i get it now.

check my previous posts..
02-08-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beast

suck up

but guys, when can i open my laptop again????

What would be the point of sucking up? Its not like we have any power xD.
02-08-2011
Boss

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

What would be the point of sucking up? Its not like we have any power xD.

Idk it's foe
02-08-2011
Nigel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

What would be the point of sucking up? Its not like we have any power xD.

you might bite him mr wolfman.
02-08-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beast

Idk it's foe

Sucking up like Kirby then xD
02-08-2011
Joel

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sir Wolfman

Trollin' got to me man. I couldn't keep a cool head anymore. My haters won.

Jak, keep in touch man.... Love you *no homo*

Q_Q WE DONT HATE ME D= well atleast most people dont Q_Q
02-08-2011
NitroAbob

Quote:

Originally Posted by Redbeek

Q_Q WE DONT HATE ME D= well atleast most people dont Q_Q

I live life with no regrets xD That may sound generic but anything I do has a reason that I can feel at ease with.
02-08-2011
McSic

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jakanadin

I figured I'd post about this because I'm normally the type of person to look at both sides of an incident before giving my opinion. Until recently, I was pretty one-sided on the whole firing thing and for that I apologize to McSic. I no longer have the ability to see the Staff Section so I didn't know that there was stuff going on inside of it and only saw that McSic fired NitroAnon, for pretty much calling him a girl jokingly. Well, it's a lot deeper than that, but I'm not going to get into detail out of huge respect for both sides. Yes, it seems like it was a bullshit reason to fire NitroAnon, but it's been building up for a while, according to the message I received. No, I am not on either side of this problem, but I feel like a pretty big hypocrite not looking at McSic's point of view before judging the problem, and for that, I am sorry.

Nitro, we're still good friends, you know we will even though we've had our problems. I'm sorry that you were relieved of your position. You were an overall great Super Moderator, you did a good job while it lasted, but the ride had to end sometime right? But thank you for watching the Moderator's when I could not. Just remember man, you have done a lot of stuff that would have gotten anyone else(most likely myself included) removed almost immediately. I don't judge you for the things you've done because I know myself I've done my amount of talking smack behind McSic's back as well.

So, to McSic, I really am sorry my man. You're just doing your job and doing what is right by the community and for that, I respect you. And I also apologize for any talking I've done behind your back. We all make mistakes, and I am no exception, my friend.

To NitroAnon, I am sorry that you were fired. You did a great job alongside me and you sure as hell did your job good while I was here. I can understand where you are coming from with acting up, I really do, but hey. You were still good.

And to the Community, I am VERY sorry that I left the way I did.. The way I left was extremely immature for my person. I didn't rationalize my decisions well at all, and left my Moderator's in the dust and my partner alone. I feel that I've really done wrong by the community of which I've been with for over two years now. If I could regain my position, I would to do right by the promise I made to UkRaiNeR. Again, I didn't rationalize well, and left in such a haste that it made me look like an ignorant fool.

Thank you to all who read this through and through.

Sincerely,
~ Jakanadin.

Thank you, Jaka.
Means a lot to me.

Most people just looked at one side of the story and decided to go with that, disliked and flamed me.
Well.. most of them are just random users I never heard of, they don't know me at all and don't seem to care about the other side of the story.

But there are people like you, Sniper, Grascen.. people I care about. And I didn't want you to think that I'm that cold blooded, stupid or 'isolated' to ban Nitro because of such a little joke.

Some users have to learn that most stories have multiple sides, and they should not just go with the first one before hearing the others. Especially the users that decided to disrespect and insult me after hearing Nitro's story.
02-08-2011
Farmer Bashy

Quote:

Originally Posted by McSic

Thank you, Jaka.
Means a lot to me.

Most people just looked at one side of the story and decided to go with that, disliked and flamed me.
Well.. most of them are just random users I never heard of, they don't know me at all and don't seem to care about the other side of the story.

But there are people like you, Sniper, Grascen.. people I care about. And I didn't want you to think that I'm that cold blooded, stupid or 'isolated' to ban Nitro because of such a little joke.

Some users have to learn that most stories have multiple sides, and they should not just go with the first one before hearing the others. Especially the users that decided to disrespect and insult me after hearing Nitro's story.

add my name xD jk.. but u know i was with u 100% :D

nitro, you have done a good job as a forum mod, but now, i think its time to let the other forum mods shine i guess.
02-08-2011
yung

Dude thats not cool :(
02-08-2011
Jakanadin

Well, I've definitely gotta say that mistakes were made and I'm glad we've reconciled our differences. I'd love to see you and Nitro squash your guys' problems, I know I'd personally hate to still have bad blood after this lol. All I know is, after everything we've been through, I'm personally surprised I wasn't banned <3. I've done a lot of stuff in front of you I figured I'd have been banned for lmao. Glad I wasn't though or else you wouldn't have been able to see this and we'd still have problems :P.

But anyways, McSic, I know you and me have had our past differences, but I'd be sure as hell happy to restart our friendship, so this time we can both be better friends :)!