pleas forgive english i am russia
i come to study mechanical engineering at amarican university. i am here litle time and i am very hard stress. i am gay also and this is very difucult for me, i an a very religion person. i never act to be gay with other men before, but after i am in america 6 weeks i am my friend together he is gay also. he was show me american video game and then we are kiss. i never before now am tell my mother about gay because i am very shame. i am feel so guilty , i feel extreme guilt as i am feel the pleasure. i pick up the telephone and call mother in russia. i awaken her. i am very upset and guilty and crying, so i yell her (in russia)..... i hang up the telephone and am very embarrass. my friend also he is very embarass. i am guilt and feel very stupid. i wonder, why do i gay with man? but i continue because of pleasure. please help me i need very advice
