Dear freestylers,
This is going to be quite a long story, so you might just skip to the end if you don't want to read it all ;P
About a year ago I got GM, I hope most of you liked me as part of the staff. I made so much time for GunZ and it was all worth it! All the new connections I got, the knowledge, the friends, it was just amazing! I saw the server got it's new V7 update. People loved it! Great work you guys, I'm really proud of you, not that that really matters x]. The server got its ups and downs, but overall it grew and it kept its progression for a long time. The came new GMs and old ones left. And now I think it is my turn to leave.
As many of you may have noticed, I haven't been as active as ever. I barely joined the game and do reports once a week or so. Therefore I choose to quit and not occupy a GM spot for someone who would do way better than me. I hope you all learned something from me, because I certainly did of you, community. I have been wondering when the Forum mod apps open, because I would love to trade my position for that, but of course, its not as simple as that. FM asks for different requirements, so I'll have to apply.
All the days as GM did me well. I enjoyed making events and watching of players. I cherished the fair ones, punished the bad.
The reason for my inactivity is complicated. I had to deal with the terrible loss of my 16 year old cousin, which happened very unexpected. Of course I don't blame her, don't get me wrong. I really loved her, I kinda grew up with her. When I heard about the news, something happened inside me. My thoughts changed, my body felt weird. I had no idea what to do. I expected that the feeling would go away and I would get back to my GM-duty within 2 weeks. However, this didn't happen. Even now, I still think about her everyday and I knew that it would influence my behavior towards the community; I could not make fair punishments or judge on the right way.
I won't be leaving the forum forever. As I said I'll be applying as forum moderator when the apps are open. I'll continue with the GFX works for fun ;P.
And after all I want to thank the community and staff. Ben, who is the only remaining GM chosen in June as well; you were and are a wonderful colleague and I wish you the best. Dave, you have practically always helped out with not only the simplest but also with difficult things. Linear, Mcsic and HellSniper for being a wonderful team as it comes to coding, designing and developing. Stephan, for the laughs and the useful advice. Pickachuu, for designing wonderful and especially funny maps. Brisk, for moderating the forums and holding events when GMs didn't. Adorable, for being a funny staff member with her ups and downs. Resort for the nice new event ideas. And last but not least, Jakanadin; We have hated eachother for such a long time ;P But on the end it got well between us; mate I hope you enjoyed my stay as GM. I hope I'll be step into your footsteps if I get accepted as a FM.
Thank you all.
June began, a lovely month as it brings the summer with it. Several people including me got GM. It was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to online, so far! I wanted to test out all the new commands, the new weapons etc. It was just awesome. However everything has its end. Therefore I resign as a GM.
