The time has come that I make a end to my time here on FreestyleGunZ. I've had an awesome time with all of you guys and didn't regret 1 second of it. My main reason that I'm leaving is that I need to focus on my school and I have only 8 weeks left for my final exams. Besides that I've been really sick for the past 2-3 months as many of you didn't know. I am done with the medicins and waiting for the result of my tests. FGunZ isn't anymore what it used to be. Back in the days I really enjoyed playing here with Johnny, Ben, Rime and Steff, now it's just spamming shit everywhere and it doesn't matter if the room includes [R] because the delay is just too low and it isn't fun anymore. Cwing with Johnny did me real good and thinking back of those memories makes me feel happy, now it's just sunflower and other dominating ClanWar's and there isn't really competition because you know you can barely beat them. The amount of players calling decent people unlegit is too damn high, you get kicked out a room when you have a decent rev aim. And if you 3 shot somebody they think you uc or some shit.
My main goal was just to be a good player which I in my opinion succeeded in but this changed very quickly. I wanted to be part of the Event Team but I completely failed in that because of the way I act online. You guys can think what you want but I'm not that kind of person at all in real life but I just coudln't seem to change to that on here. I want to apologise for my behavior on the Forum and also for all the trouble I caused to the Mods and players. I hope if I return one day Freestyle GunZ will be what it used to be and a lot more fun. I don't expect big changes regarding donor removals but atleast something that makes the game competitive again. Also I think that the room tags should stay because thats the reason why people play, It's fun in training room and also nice to have in TDM's / Duels because a lot of people cry when they get killed reloading somewhere but yet they complain about the [r] tags. I wanted to post some screenshots which are memories for me but sadly my pc got formatted by the company itself and I wasn't able to save some of my files but those memoriese will always be in my thoughts. I want to thank all of you and I will make a list of respected players I won't forget about below. (I will try to be active on the forum).
Steff
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One of the first days I came here I met you, a awesome competitive player who couldn't beat me back then. You changed a lot and I hoped to achieve that too but I failed. We had a awesome epic great time playing ClanWars , Events and what so ever. Our skype convo's with the rest were gold and I hope I can catch up everyday reading all those bullshit spam messages x). Hope you have a great time when I'm gone and I know you will think I'll come back soon but I wont :s, don't be sad because you have enough others that can statisfy you as in the way I did. The day I return I hope to see that you will still be here. Thank you for all the hapiness you brought to me and the fun we had together.
Kees
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K33S at first I didn't know you but that changed a few months ago, we catched up and seemed to really like eachother and we liked the same things. Messing around on the forums, annoying Stephan and all others were golden times and I hope you won't forget about that because they day I come back we will continue that . Aff you are one of the few that 11-0'd me but in CW it was diffrent, we were a insanely good team and we could read eachothers minds. Hope you have fun with your new account and live that 420 Ku$h life on your birthday .
Abasena/Lorraine
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^1you noob. First had my thoughts about you but that changed quickly when I really got to know you. You are a awesome friendly girl which I love to play with and your Events are funny and enjoyable as hell. Keep up the good work bby . Always fun carrying you in CW and in tdm's / duels. Keep on snapchatting with me ok ? xo.
Kira
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First time I heard of you I was like huh ? Who the **** is kira? But then I saw your trolls and man we did laugh so hard with you on skype and on the forum. You were a great Event hoster altho u just wanted ELITE . Hope you keep on being you and stay strong !
Tubeo
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Hi tooby was always fun bullying you but I feel sad that I can't anymore now We had fun on l4d2 and other steam games and I hope we will continue that. You were a funny goy to mess around with on the forum <3. Can't wait for the day you finally turn 16 and you won't be afraid of weedcake D; .
Johnny
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Most awesome time cwing with you in Dropped and will never forget about that, to bad u feel so pro with Seren that u ignore me and stopped cwing with me . Take care bro !
Taint
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Ma ***** was always fun playing with you, feel bad about past weeks but hope things will clear up sometime. Always loved and will love your edits, keep up the good work brah !
George
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After a really good friendship some weird shit happened and I'm glad we sort that out. You are one hell of a funny guy and one day I will be the one ddosing you . Don't dissapoint me and do you work as GM good . xoxo
Dave
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Was altijd leuk met jou beetje kutten en jou trolls waren goud. Bedankt voor de tijd dat ik hier kon zijn en dat jullie dit allemaal hebben waargemaakt en hoop dat deze server nog vele jaren in levend blijft met jou als geweldige admin <3.
These are the one's I was the closest with and sorry if I forgot you just send me a PM and I'll add you to the list. These players will be forever in my thoughts;
I see how it is.. Hey, good luck on your studies. I'll look forward to your return. Take care.
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Steff
you have enough others that can statisfy you as in the way I did.
wah3d was met jou praten alsof jij 't loodje legt
En nee niet iedereen kan zo goed kromstaan als jou
Als je maar in onze skype chat blijft is alles goed xoxo.
. Aff you are one of the few that 11-0'd me but in CW it was diffrent, we were a insanely good team and we could read eachothers minds. Hope you have fun with your new account and live that 420 Ku$h life on your birthday 
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We had fun on l4d2 and other steam games and I hope we will continue that. You were a funny goy to mess around with on the forum <3. Can't wait for the day you finally turn 16 and you won't be afraid of weedcake D; .
