Abasena's Resignation

[Lorrainé]

The title clearly says it all. However, I'm surely not certain of how to start it... Well I guess I can start by sharing to you all that I've been thinking of resigning since I became inactive due to personal reasons. I will not be as active in-game as how I use to be since the computer is kind of mucked up and the pings just keep getting higher... I'll be starting college soon in Health and Assistance Services (a nurse for those who don't know), maybe even becoming a doctor! and for obvious reasons... I will be too busy to be hosting events since I'll be studying hard etc. I must say I truly had a very fun time while it lasted... For everyone who was around which really made me laugh with all the trolls and jokes, the bans and unbans, the bullying ;-;... But overall, a great gaming experience with a nice community. I would like to thank you all for such a lovely memory and a wonderful time here in our Freestyle GunZ Server. Probably the most easy-going private server I have ever joined. The lovely admins, developers, game moderators, event team members and last but not least, our forum moderators. You all work vigorous to keep the community stable and our players happy. I really admire the work you all have put on to this server. I wish you all the best of luck with keeping this server going live with many years to come so when our GunZ players start experiencing nostalgia all over again, the first place they will run to will be this astonishing server. When I had first joined Freestyle GunZ, I was a complete forum troll, was infracted for it too (not something to be proud about) but yes... I first joined on the forums to anger people which really made me laugh and I apologize for those who were mad at me previously for those reasons. I started to get to know more players and of course, the staff... and I thought to myself, there are really interesting people out there in the world... Sometimes you actually connect whether it is on the internet or not... But you have this feeling of 'Belonging' which is what makes us all cheerful (cheesy but it's true). You have this feeling of acceptance as you're here learning about other people who are different to you and enlightens your understanding of humans a lot more. Before I became a staff member I was really close to Rocka, Mike, Cobra, CJ, Sonji, Kronix, Buhms, Mathew and a few more (I'm sorry if I had forgotten you). I remember Rocka & Mike telling me that I should apply to become an Event Team member which really made me jolly since I enjoyed hosting player events. My goal was to constantly host events with Rocka but it was unfortunate that he had his own personal reasons to not be a staff member anymore and resigned which had really made me sad but I guess that's just how things are. For starters, I would like to thank you Rocka and Mike for having that talk about becoming a staff member and motivating me to be a part of this prominent community. I truly enjoyed every second of it...

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It's time for confessions and good-bye's for the staff and friends!

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Adorable

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I remember when I very first joined an event and you were hosting dodgeball and someone said I was Australian (because you were curious about my ping) so you stated "OMG I LOVE AUSSIES!! GDAY MATE!" which made me giggle and first impression: "Aw she's a very nice person". I would like to thank you for giving me this opportunity! When I became a trial Event Team member I still remember when You, Steff, Kira and Zeal were there to help me, Nuva and Sonji out and it was a warming experience even though I thought you were going to eat our heads xD. I really appreciate the time and effort you put in your VIP events, you're an honest person which is what every staff needs . I was expecting us to host events regularly together since I became official but truly, time-zones are a pain in the ass and the fact that we were both too busy, it was hard. I won't forget when you use to torture me to stay up until 6AM to host Wall2Wall for your ass! I hope I did well as a member of your crew. I wish you all the best and luck for whatever is out there waiting for you. Ciao bella!

Cobra

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I STILL CANNOT FORGIVE YOU AFTER RESIGNING YOU LIED TO ME AND SAID YOU WEREN'T GONNA I FKN HATE YOU. I miss those nights where we use to stay up hosting events and trolling people in training rooms then going off to CW. HUE HUE. You always made me laugh and sometimes made me go crazy because of your dumb jokes and trolls in-game. I still wreck you kid. I hope you're doing well in school and of course one of the best people to have around. Your personality is great with a funny sense of humor and people use to take you so serious on what you use to troll about... (me) I HATE YOU but I adore you (as a friend you prick). I couldn't handle you leaving us. I still can't forgive you. Anyway stronzo I'll definitely speak to you later, Ciao Vafanculo!!!!! xoxo

Zeal

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You sir are the most quietest and sneakiest rascal. Biggest troll but an angel face to the community. >.< I really enjoyed having you around as an Event Team member including steff and Kira... It was so fun and I felt that things changed when you all resigned I felt quite lonely ;-; I hope your noob ass is studying hard in school! I won't forget when you and kira trolled me in hosting run from dagger in lost woods you guys legit killed me that event lasted for over 2 hours.

Steff

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Top bloke. Straight out. People may see you always as the bad guy but you know what, you're more than that. I really enjoyed clan-warring with you when you use to carry my ass. When I was a trial you were the most honest one and yes, you use to point out my rights from wrongs and I really appreciated it because you seriously helped me so much and I am so happy I had the chance to be an Event Team member with you. We both had our stubbornness and didn't agree on things but f*ck it it's our honesty that really head-butted each-other. I will still be talking to you on skype and play more smite with you and Kira later kkkk. ik houd je niet veranderen pls xoxo GoF bby

Kira

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Troll fk troll fk fk fk fk fk ARGH YOU TROLLED ME SO MUCH I won't forget it. Funniest one in the staff before you resigned along with steff, best combination to have around. Always joking and not giving a single f*ck. I beat u in osu and smite np xoxo

Nuva

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I f*cking miss you. It was so unfortunate that you were demoted. Most hard-working event team member and obviously the most fun to have around. Always cwing and dueling. Always on time and making everyone happy. A lot of players truly miss you and your events. Your trolls I will not forget especially with Sonji, Bud and CJ in that elementary school you fkr... I rarely see you online any more I really think you deserve to be an Elite for the work you applied into this server. Hopefully I'll see you around.

Sonji

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We were so close but I truly don't know what had happened, I guess we were both going through a rough time but all is forgiven. You were one of my first friends in this server and we had loads of fun thinking of which events we should create together before even applying for Event Team!! I thank you for those times when you were there laughing your ass off over the silliest pics/gifs which also made me laugh. You're a very nice person inside and outside and is definitely honest too. Miranda should be happy to have you as part of her Event Team since it's what you always wanted as a trial! You deserve it.

Opeth

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You were an excellent trial event team member and did a good job and I'm proud that you got the position that you deserve. Your trolls with Shino really is what made me laugh in the staff chat. Your events are really fun to participate in since you're very easy going but obviously still pay attention to rules! I wish you nothing but all the positive things in life. See ya!

Prone

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You were a bit clumsy at first as a trial but you definitely had improved a lot and I'm sure I was the same and everyone else was too. I hope you're enjoying your time as an Event Team member, we didn't really talk as much but you seem like a pretty chill dude and I love joining your events!

NoobWaffle

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Most friendliest and absolutely the most hard-working person in this community. Always positive and up-to-date with situations. A great helping-hand and never fails. Definitely the funniest bloke especially when you use to troll the staff and the forums. ESPECIALLY ME WOTFOK. Dat forum sound. I had a lot of fun playing with you, miranda, dennis and micah on gary's mod when I was a running toilet paper and I shat myself a few times!! fk nuken flikker!!! Ik hoop dat je nog de tijd dat ik sla je in die wedstrijd pls accepteren het feit dat ik zelf u n00b xoxo I will miss you!!

McSic

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I rarely saw you online and when I did you it would be 5AM for you or the opposite 5AM for me. Use to talk about drinking too much or not knowing what to eat and I use to help you how to stay up top LEL. u w0t m8 u wanna fite me???? fite me irl!! I hope you achieve everything in life and have your mind set on something!

DenDen

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You and Dave were the ones to start this whole cucumber phase and I will never EVER forget what you had done. You had humiliated me!!!! And for those who do not know the inside joke ~ this is what we talk about but of course everyone misunderstood it for the negative way!! I must say you are a great leader and of course a funny guy even though when you troll me and annoy me sometimes I still can't not talk to you, you're too awesome =D! I remember when we first started talking, we would go on GunZ 2 and you obviously carried me cuz am sh!t. You're such a nice and friendly person don't let anyone tell you otherwise I will come and kick their ****. I'm very glad I had the chance to meet someone like you! You're a fun guy, don't ever change! I'll be playing more smite with you later xxx

Mike ya c00nt

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You are my main ***** and I was so happy when I first spoke to you and Rocka together about things before I became ET. Even though you troll me with nagi and jurien before I still picked on you back fkn fkr.. You do a great job as a developer and of course another honest member of the crew which I really love. You stand up to what you believe in and obviously a bit stubborn sometimes but I guess we all are. I'll still be carrying you in smite and I promise that I will watch that anime you have been referring to me for months now! xoxoxo pce m8 mucho l0ve

LePirate

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People may observe you as a careless person but they are wrong!! You are actually pretty laid-back and friendly. And it's true guys, Steph is pretty damn friendly and forgiving. I must say my confession though . Remember when you use to host events and I was helping you? & that you never allowed players sending points to their friends? :$ ... Well, they would whisper me to send it to a friend they really liked and I use to do it without you knowing so I'm sorry for that but I guess it was the right thing to do since it's always the customers-first rule! sniff I hope you forgive me QQ but yes I will be playing more smite with you and the rest later on. Don't ever change you're a damn straight-forward person!

OneeChan!

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Wookiepookie I still remember when I first joined as a staff member and you didn't really talk as much because shy person is shy. But then we got to know each other and you are the most caring person I know in this server and our talks will always remain to ourselves! I adore the fact that you love watching anime which I think makes who you are since you're very caring and loving. I enjoy playing smite with you so much and our team-work is amazing! *Hi-5* You do great as a forum-moderator and a developer. Your creativity never fails to surprise me, you are out of this league!! You are also a trustworthy person and I will definitely be seeing you around so it's not a fare-well onee~chan! bestest of frems!

Linear88

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I honestly didn't have a chance to have a proper conversation with you because we were both too busy. But the times with a group conversation with jader were hilarious especially about the troll on 'the human centipede' TOP LEL I died laughing. You're a funny person and obviously a great guy which loves doing at what he does best!

Zain

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We clicked as soon as you had become a staff member. You're super awesome and god-damn I love your work!! ESPECIALLY DAT HEL SET SON HOPEFULLY I WILL SEE IT LATER ON WHEN I GET BACK ACTIVE. You watch as much anime just like wucas and I adore it!! I'll hopefully be talking to you more later!

Irahnik

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You are mother fk u know dat son?! I remember when you became a staff member and you told me people actually cried from how much you use to **** around it would make them leave. LELELEL and that's why we clicked too, so soon! I still own you on arche-blade n00b! You aimed me so much on that game I hate you for it. smell ya l8r h8r

SecretsOfTheP

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You're such an interesting person over-all also creative! I love what you do and you are also very friendly and fun to have around. I hope you're having a good time wherever you are! I won't forget our calls when you use to join randomly but not play smite with us SO PLS DL SMITE AND PLAY YOU WILL HAVE FUN TRUST ME!!!!! ;-;

Rocka

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Even though you're not around to read this, I really miss you and I hope you're having a fabulous time working in Disneyland. I also hope that all is well and that you are enjoying every second of life because truly, for a guy like you, you do deserve the best. You were such a motivation for my goal which I had achieved thankfully because you encouraged me. It was fun whilst it lasted. Hope to talk to you real soon to see how you're going champ!! xx

Derdy

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No sniffing panties! F*cking rabbit. I will miss you and I'm sorry for making this big surprise. I lied but I can't do anything about it since I'm starting college. Therefore, I apologize. I really enjoyed hosting events with you. The times when you were serious I would still laugh I don't know why I just can't take you seriously. Our skype calls with Jader also never failed to make me laugh when we use to play "admin-wars" top LEL. HUE HUE HUE HUE. No matter how much you become 'serious' I will always look at you as the joker you truly are. Fkr. You do great as a Game-Moderator and I hope you stay that way. You put a lot of effort into this community and I'm sure we all appreciate it. I will miss you! Stay safe. xxx

Shino

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I still remember you before you became a trial GM when you, Christopher and some other guy use to troll me in my events and make me go crazy. Now that you're a GM I troll you I hope you're happy now fk. I really enjoyed the time we spent together hosting events and just picking on each other ya fking c*nt. Sorry not sorry but you will always remain as that pom I use to always pick on and obviously you would pick on me too. I hope you're enjoying being a GM and I wish nothing but the best.

King Haze

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Flikker!! When you use to harass me with Mike I will not forgive your rectum! I hope you're happy with the drawing I sent over to the NL for your grand-parents I know it's not the best but being honest I didn't manage to have too much time to work on it to make it perfect so I put the best of my ability to try to make it look appealing for you guys. You annoyed me so much in my events that it forced me to kick you out!!! Your jokes go beyond limits and I can't take you seriously because of it. I hope you're enjoying your position as a game-moderator and wish you all the best!

Dualage

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I only spoke to you once or twice before you became a GM and then you randomly disappeared... But our talks would be about becoming an ET and GM and I remember how much you really wanted that position and I'm glad you got it!

ZoneStyle

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We had our ups and downs but to be bluntly honest I'm over it and couldn't care less even what other people tell you about me =) We were close at one point then things got out of hand but I'm glad I had the time to get to know you before you became a GM sniffy. I hope you're doing well as a GM and wish you nothing but the best.

Micah

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You noob you are starting to be greater with artemis on smite even though we didn't talk as much on fgunz when you were a GM you were still a nice person regardless of what everyone thinks of you! We'll definitely be playing more smite later on I hope all is well!!

Desiboy

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noob! You are big noob! You always bully me and call me medusa pls stop u r king of noobs! It was fun cwing with you even though you carried me all the time lel! pls come play smite and drop league I teach u the pro way ok!!

OmmaDawn

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n00b big n00b too u did well as a game moderator along with desi and I truly miss having all the ex gms- ets around!! It doesn't feel the same anymore we were like a family.

ALBERRRRRTO!

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You vafanculo!! I really miss you so much and I enjoyed having you around I don't know where you are but I hope you will come back as soon as possible because I'm sure the community misses you too. You're such a funny person, stands up to what he believes in and as much as you pick on me I will always fk u up on fgunz so plz son don't fk around ,,!,, . Overall you're such a great guy and your girlfriend is very lucky to have you because you truly are a care bear!! I enjoyed our D&Ms. Pls come back pls pls !! muhc0 l0ve n miss my n00b xxxx

Jakanadin

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Definitely one of the oldest members in our community! Rarely spoke to you obviously because of time zones but you seem like a pretty chill guy.
I hope you'll stick around for more years to come =P!

Miko bby!!

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TOP BLOKE PLS NO LEAVE ANYONE YOU ARE TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL!!! Best person to have around because you are humorous! You will always be like a little brother to me no matter what. Don't ever change and obviously we'll be talking more I really enjoyed having you in my events and when we trolled miranda a while ago in that VIP event LEL!!! Partners in crime ik houd van u don't stop teaching me dutch along with steff and kees!!! GoF bby

Kees bby!!

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bby i take u to resteraunt i pay all pri$e np... you were always that troll and you're getting so much better at osu!! Remember the times when I use to carry you in cw LEL JOKE YOU CARRIED ME, EVERYONE DID EXCEPT JOHNNY xd (fk u johnny) you are the best person here and the forum would be boring without you!! LOOOOL THE VIDEOS YOU SEND ON YOUTUBE ALWAYS CRACK ME UP ! pls don't stop teach dutch with miko and steff! PEOPLE USE TO THINK I WAS YOU IN CW XD You entertain everyone and never fail to make me laugh so ik houd van u bby u r best player in fgun x0x0!! GoF bby

Tuby bby!!

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So much fun playing with cs:go with you but plz always remember I am legendary eagle don't fk around kkkkk??? JOKE. Was hilarious playing with you and rob!! Rob wouldn't stop laughing at how much I was shitting myself since I was the last player alive in deathmatch. LEL DEN I CLUTCHED DAT B*TCH!! I'll hopefully be playing more cs:go and other steam games in such with you later on with rob too! You are pro artemis on smite already fkn XD keep playing maybe we league conquest with steff later!! GoF bby

Robby n00b

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Nooby!! I really enjoy gaming with you, you're really down to earth and a loyal guy! Our calls with jader also topped it off when I played league even though I sucked so badly at it. You were pretty good for a beginner on smite! Cs:go pls i rek u !! we'll be gaming more later on!! Haha i carry u on fgunz xoxo and pls no h8 when i use to break rules with jader in FCraft we had no idea XDDDD

Jorge93

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You are one hell of a funny guy, I really enjoyed our talks here on forum about our food of what you hate and love!! and how much things in common we have XD! Haven't seen you in a while, I hope you're doing fine!

Authentic

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niqqa we made it!! I remember when we use to go duel tournaments and if the person one last round, we would have turns top LEL!!! Clan wars would be struggle you use to carry be but obviously in 1v1's we would own. Along with ilikebongs and Neverland when we use to TDM was the funniest sh!t. Our skype calls with Jay with the whole drop-bear koala thing going on always confused me even though you guys always found it hysterically hilarious ;_; ... Smite has been hella fun especially when you play as chang'e, your flukey tower dives and 1hp heal clutches never fail to make me laugh after you kill the opponent LEL!! play with you and Dave soon fgt xoxo

Neverland

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You are an asian noob im going to go down to melly and steal all your pho fo sho lel jk was real fun clan waring with you and making people mad XD You gave me a lot of advice on b and was one of the most hated c*nt here but I love you don't worry!! Dueling was hella fun too especially when you would say aba if u dont win i will fk u up XDDD THEN YOU WOULD GET ALL THE WAY TO LAST 1V1 AND LET ME WIN IN TOURNY LOOOOL aww miss ya!

EpicKLF

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Probably one of my favorite photo editors here in this community. I love your work!! Really enjoyed drawing tomoya-kun for you. Was a nice experience LEL I REMEMBER BUILDING A HOUSE ON FCRAFT WITH JADER AND WE WERE CHOPPING YOUR TREES AND BREAKING THINGS BUT PLS NO H8 WE DIDN'T KNOW THE RULES (FORGIVE ME ROB PLZ)

Johnny

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LITTLE JOHNNY HOW U DO SON HOW U LIEK ME CARRY U IN CW HAHA NO PHO FOR U SORRY!!! legit also a very funny person!! i fkn h8 u c*nt. DL SMITE I TEACH U WHERE THE REAL PROS AT!! xx

Kikuchi

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My bestest frem here!!! I love the anime suggestions you list for me and I will always carry your ass on cw!!! XD See you later!

Hazesoeo

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bby how u do i will not have kid unless name haso n gender haso!!!

Jamie Pls

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niqqa i carried u in cw plz dnt h8 xxxx

Izzatipoo

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YOU MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH ON SMITE ALONG WITH YOUR FRIENDS WTF YOU SHET NOOB LEL !! 420 blaze it fgt you've improved a lot you're not a feeder anymore but pls just say i own u in osu mucho l0ve xxx

Gibby

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Your sense of music taste is what makes you! You know, the one thing that I will miss the most in the server is probably when you use to scream and panic in my events when I use to host them with Jader back then!! THEY TOPPED OFF MY DAYS/NIGHTS LOL I still remember that cry of mercy when Jader use to hunt you in medstyle and I would chase you in LMS XD!!! But in all seriousness you're a nice person and a pig because you burp and don't give a shet. See you around!

Prince mex & Lspasus

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ALWAYS TROLLED ME IN MY EVENTS WITH LSPASUS U FGT!! annoyed me so hard I had to pkick you once and I won't forget the time lspasus called me on skype whilst hosting medstyle with kira and made me suicide!! I hate you both but I will miss having you guys there to be the little sh!ts annoying me.

Jessie

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YOU NOOB!! you're improving in smite and I am happy because maybe someday we can conquest together lel!!

Manakilla

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Such a funny girl. You really make me laugh with your bunny talk. Very friendly and I hope the next time you apply for Event Team you will get it because you deserve it!

sakaiyuji7

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You've improved a lot in photo-editing and such! You pick up things real easily and is a very friendly person. You're new and I met you today but in all honesty you're a very nice person. Continue photo-editing! I would like to see more from you! (including EpicKLF hue).

Ben105 ma *****

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bye my best frem!!!

There are so many players but the list will just go on and on and on... I'm sorry if I had forgotten to put your name but I'm sure we'll keep in touch. I would like to say thank you all and honestly, I really appreciate all the golden moments which made me laugh with such special people. I had a fantastic time from clan-warring - to hosting events - to trolling people in training rooms with mike - to dueling and much more. I hope this community will last and please post which were your favorite events hosted by me and which weren't so great! This is just out of curiosity. Here's a cheesy song that I'll probably end up putting on my wedding day. Good-luck!

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Thank you all for the astonishing memories. It was a blast in these past 9 months of serving the community. Farewell!

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Sincerely,
Ex-Event Team Member ~ Abasena / Lorraine