interesting. Is this the long-term effect of the psychological anguish brought down by my boy wolves?
http://i.imgur.com/rvl8nxt.jpg
the result of his domination over you apparently had a profound psychological effect. Your loss of manhood and self-worth caused you to act out of the ordinary. It also seems you now self-identify as a wolf, similar to your perpetrator.
http://i.imgur.com/efsybw9.jpg
torture, in many ways, is a form of collective suffering. Victims of torture may exhibit elevated cases of anxiety, depression, nightmares, and insomnia. But you are a special case. You've become a manifestation of the very person that inflicted suffering upon you.
Luckily, there is one method of post-torture rehabilitation that you may find comfort in. Keeping your sanity is the number one priority, and to do so is simple: Count down from 1000 by 7s, and recite the numbers out loud.
interesting. Is this the long-term effect of the psychological anguish brought down by my boy wolves?