I took the time to be self aware and self conscious and one thing I realized through my spiritual journey is that I am sick and tired of getting banned. I had this discussion with my therapist and she told me to first find the root of the problem then attack it head on, and so I did.
Findings;
Through meditations and connecting with divine beings I have learned to view myself from an empathetic intelligence standpoint;Meaning I view myself from other people's perspectives by placing myself into their shoes. I have found that I come off as annoying, rude, immature and awfully mean. (finding one)
Through communications with other human beings I have learned that I may come of as a child due to my constant nagging and trying to get what I want no matter how many times I am told by moderators that I am breaking the rules. (Finding two)
There were many more findings but I will skip over 3-10.
Conclusion
I have decided to evolve my mental consciousness and improve myself as a human. In fact one of my greatest role models once said, "You must be the change you wish to see in the world" (Gandhi 3).
Enough of the talk. Let me just say,
I promise to change and stop being rude and breaking the rules. In fact from this point forward I will be working hard to become the next moderator. Wish me luck !
-Skull